i’ve been working on a 42 year story
i’ve been acting out a role that’s unrehearsed
Though some scenes have been sweet, some others have been
gory
but i’m wiser now than at the very first
And i wish sometimes
That i could rewrite some chapters
Some paragraphs, some passages, some lines,
But it’s those parts i’d change, those lines i’d
cut,
those scenes that i’d refine
Those things that i’d remove are the things that make
the story
mine
Between my "once upon a time" and my "happily
ever after"
No stunt man steps on stage to take my falls
No one else can cry my tears or laugh my laughter
This part gets played by me or not at all
And with every day, i watch the plot unfolding
Though i’m well aware just how the story ends
The "denouement" is beautiful and golden
Though i’m not sure how it happens and i have no way
of knowing when
And i’m sitting here alone at intermission
Reflecting on the scenes i’ve yet to do
i’m taking time to do some rough addition
And i find i’m turning 21 at 42
When my story ends be sure to read the credits
Of those who turned my stumbles into dance
Of those who made the necessary edits
To guarantee the story was romance
And i wish sometimes
i could rewrite some chapters
Some paragraphs, some passages, some lines,
But it’s those parts i’d change, those lines i’d
cut,
those scenes that i’d refine
Those things that i’d remove