The Things that make the Story Mine (6:36)

I heard once that God made so many people because He loves stories.

Two writer friends of mine, Ken Gire and John Eldridge, who are wonderful gifts to the reading world, have written to the idea that our lives are indeed stories full of twists and turns, plot and subplot, tragedy and humor, surprise and, ultimately romance.

I wrote this song after a weekend retreat at which Ken spoke of God bringing "treasures out of darkness." He developed the idea that, even in the dark chapters of our stories, there is redemption and beauty to be found.

I was in my last month of life as a 42 year old. It occurred to me when I started writing this song that I had been a Christian for 21 years, and that my life was neatly divided into halves now; thus, the ‘intermission’ that I sing of.

Might I recommend a couple of books? Ken always writes with wonderful clarity and relevance about the reflective life. I’ve read Windows of the Soul a number of times. His book Moments with the Savior is a regular part of my devotional reading. His recent books, The Reflective Life and Reflections on the Movies, are richly challenging and thought-provoking.

John Eldridge in The Journey of Desire and the Sacred Romance beautifully develops the theme of "life as story" and makes me uncomfortably, but hopefully, aware that my view of the Gospel is in constant need of repair.

i’ve been working on a 42 year story

i’ve been acting out a role that’s unrehearsed

Though some scenes have been sweet, some others have been gory

but i’m wiser now than at the very first

And i wish sometimes

That i could rewrite some chapters

Some paragraphs, some passages, some lines,

But it’s those parts i’d change, those lines i’d cut,

those scenes that i’d refine

Those things that i’d remove are the things that make the story

mine

Between my "once upon a time" and my "happily ever after"

No stunt man steps on stage to take my falls

No one else can cry my tears or laugh my laughter

This part gets played by me or not at all

And with every day, i watch the plot unfolding

Though i’m well aware just how the story ends

The "denouement" is beautiful and golden

Though i’m not sure how it happens and i have no way of knowing when

And i’m sitting here alone at intermission

Reflecting on the scenes i’ve yet to do

i’m taking time to do some rough addition

And i find i’m turning 21 at 42

When my story ends be sure to read the credits

Of those who turned my stumbles into dance

Of those who made the necessary edits

To guarantee the story was romance

And i wish sometimes

i could rewrite some chapters

Some paragraphs, some passages, some lines,

But it’s those parts i’d change, those lines i’d cut,

those scenes that i’d refine

Those things that i’d remove


1. Change For The Better (3:33)
2. Most Of My Heroes (4:13)
3. Paper Love (4:06)
4. The Verdict's In (and the Thumbs are Down) (4:42)
5. Oliviatown (3:53)
6. Mary in a Martha's World (4:53)
7. Another Man's Shoes (4:13)
8. Part-time Center of his World (3:50)
9. Barefeet in the Snow (4:16)
10. Same Way Now (4:07)
11. The Things that make the Story Mine (6:36)

 

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